Loseing to a war against a race of people, haveing your nation that you lived there since birth to suffer and see the people killing each other as humans burn down anyone who doesn't follow this stupid empire.
Could be W̵̧͙̫͉͍̒͌͒͊͗̆͛̎͜ṏ̵̤͍̥̘̭̪̩͖́͠r̸͍͍̬̲̫̉͗̂s̷̥͓͓͠ȅ̸͙̖̼͑̊̃͆̉̈́̿͘.