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The Caius of United States of Dictators

Hello and welcome to The North Pacific!

United States of Dictators wrote:
Fellander, Deanissexy, Moboruppet, Cuber Paradise, Shapolandiosternacee, Leoana, Peories, Zanders belly, Braumstahlland, Le reveille du guerre, Mafia republic, Kirille, Houd lordanstaling, Trumpocracy, Turkazia, Natalandiaa, Zeftonia, Sallivena, Not good america, Natre fent, Dirolpia, Montecastro, Chronotica, Tobyjf, Dis Galia Natinopingordia, Stormburg, Togruta, Catalis, Mogdania, Arascrustia, Chess Fiderations, Azade, Adgrecia, Rest mcnew, Thinktank23, BLAKEnDEXTER, Fisssso, Asadolio, SV-8, Ruacoolcurtland, Socialist Lop, Cheezeworld, Velo98, Serentys, Flitswarm Tiwaz, Blackie lawless, Orphan Tears, St morris, Jacua, The Rowealla, Free lost taravens, Jelly clan, KZ-3, Maprutanga, Democratic republic of halambia, Oceanicain, Evolossiya, Robert e lee jr, The Anarchic Civilization, Marie empire, Sarvandark, Duteaf, Nahemiah, Chow, Dragocia, Velo101, Edrus, Monkeyr, Tutuila, Topianal, Neuharesshan, Velo92, The kindom of eliseos, Bikas sampiter


Are you lost or confused on how the game works or what to do in our region? Telegram our Gameside Advocates or the Minister of Home Affairs (>> me <<), we will be more than happy to help! In the meantime, check out the TNP Handbook to get a first hand idea of the region.

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The Grand Commune of Ducklingville

Ducklingville wrote:
BRO IM GOING INSANE RN

It’s 1 am usually I sleep at 8 to wake up early. But I can’t sleep cuz my mind has been running like crazy, then got really anxious cuz I didn’t finish my part of my project due in two days. The next part is hella weird because I’m gaslighting my self if that’s possible. Because my thoughts are running at million miles a second some not so very friendly thoughts creep in (neck self). The problem with that is I’m 100 million percent not suicidal so all those thoughts do is scare me and make me physically cringe. But then I realize I’m doing to much and that I’m just a normal dude and it’s not like I’m actually thinking fast cuz I’m having an anxiety attack or anything and I slow down my thoughts Through my godlike willpower (which I don’t have) MY GOSH THIS JUST HAPPENED HOW CANT I REMEMBER ANYTHING. Then I see a dark figure in the corner get freaked out for a sec turn on my phone flashlight to see nothing. BUT THE THING IM OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING AND THINK IM HAVE SOME MANIC EPISODE OR LIKE AN ANXIETY ATTACK SO IK MOST OF THIS IS ALL PROBABLY PLACEBO OR NOCEBO WHATEVER TF IS THE RIGHT ONE . so I get up to get my headphones to listen to chill music to calm myself down and lower my heart rate which is at 100, which is normal. But I gaslight myself that it’s not and I’m fit and should have an RHR at like 70 at the most. This is even though high blood pressure runs in the family. When I listen to music i calm down for half a second then one intrusive thought pops in then I just think music isn helping so I allow more thoughts to enter then realize again that I’m letting my mind race and that I’m not actually insane and I have control of my brain and that this is just placebo from thinking I’m having an anxiety attack. Then I realize gaslighting myself into thinking I’m not having an anxiety attack is litterally and exactly what ever man does but is not supposed to do. SO I START LAUGHING MANIACALLY. I just start cackling for like 5 minutes In my bed. So loud too. Start taking to myself idk about what tho. Then realize talking to urself is insane behavior so I start repeating to my self that I’ve gone insane whilst cackling. But then I remember I’m not actually insane I’m just letting myself act like an insane dude. Then my mind just snaps into place and it focuses on an eye. A dark silhouette of 2/3s of a persons head surrounds it but there is no mouth to this figure. Just one large eye on the right side of the face. There’s a pressure on my head now my mind once race litterally can think of anything. I try to recall the past but the man is the only thing that comes up. I start talking to myself to make sure that I am still verbal, and it works I can talk if I focus on it. Everytime I stumble on a word tho I would get mad at myself cuz I wasn’t having a stroke or anything, my mind was in complete working order and I just forced myself to stumble because I want to further gaslight myself into thinking I’m special, but I’m not. Then I get slightly teary in my eyes, not crying but my eyes tear up. I’m a bit sad but don’t know what for. So I tell myself why am I sad there’s no reason to be sad. So I start thinking I’m bipolar because manic episodes can be caused by sleep deprivation in bipolar people. But I know I’m not bipolar because episodes usually last longer and are more intense also this is the first time this has ever happened. So I wrote this bout my time of insanity ig. Also the head pressure went away when I stopped thinking about it. That’s how I know it’s placebo.

Edit: wtf I did not realize I actually wrote this much

Update no one asked for

Well I know none of yall wanted an update. (Not saying I don’t think yall care, but let’s face it none of yall were anxiously awaiting an update, actually some of yall prolly didn’t even exist to see pt1) well something similar happened again. Funny enough somewhat the same circumstances play out. This time I was feeling very disappointed/ mad at myself for not being able to complete three very simple assignments IN 12 DUCKING HOURS. I kept letting myself get distracted getting into rabbit holes of the most random stuff in the world. Like 12 hours of work I finished 2 pages of basic trig homework, but at least now I can describe the syptoms of Vasovagal syncope. Hooray! Also I now realize how frickin serious anxiety attacks are so imma take back my statements and more accurately describe it as a strong sense of worthlessness. So I have my little episode, and realize I’ve been talking to myself the entire freaking time. Literally had even started texting myself. And throughout my conversations with myself, I do as all men are taught to, and I continuously invalidate my feelings cuz in the end, I’m a normal everyday Joe no different than Bob Bill or Betty. And I was loud, and it’s 1 Am too. So the entire house can hear my say to myself I’m not special. That’s when I just start maniacally laughing. I found that so funny. Idk why I just started laughing. And now for some reason though ik how it hopeless I felt in the moment I can only look back and remember the laughing at the end. ok I gotta stop and get to bed cuz I’m hearing things right now that aren’t there.

The mind works in so many frustrating, yet wonderfully confusing ways. Just to all out there seeing this, the other people finding this who also find themselves struggling. No matter of u struggle in a way like me or in ways unlike me. Just realize ur not special but maybe that’s a good thing… knowing you’re not alone, knowing there are people out there who can understand you. You just need to make the efforts to find them. My telegrams are always open if you need to talk.



The Lapoal of Arnalsi

i just beat a "test" in like one class lol
its meant to take two
dang im good at ict
(edit: its combining the time, im on 2nd class doing it but in time it was less than 50 minutes when it should take 55, or more than one

Unimaginable Doom, Ducklingville, and Le reveille du guerre

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The Golden Throne Room of Ethnon

Good morning RMB! :D

Ethnon is ranked 1,459th in the world and 79th in The North Pacific for Most Beautiful Environments, with 4,172.02 pounds of wildlife per square mile.

On the RMB, SPAM is dead! Thank you. :D

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The Lapoal of Arnalsi

Ethnon wrote:Good morning RMB! :D

Ethnon is ranked 1,459th in the world and 79th in The North Pacific for Most Beautiful Environments, with 4,172.02 pounds of wildlife per square mile.

On the RMB, SPAM is dead! Thank you. :D

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ah, didn't know xd

The Golden Throne Room of Ethnon

Arnalsi wrote:ah, didn't know xd

Now you do. :D

The Golden Throne Room of Ethnon

Ethnon Weather Check:

Today

10 ° 4 °

Sunny.

Most likely maximum day time temperature 10 degrees Celsius and highest possible is 12 degrees.
Most likely minimum night time temperature 4 degrees Celsius and lowest possible is 2 degrees.

Sunrise: 07:26
Sunset: 16:27

Wales weather forecast

Tuesday 12 Nov - Saturday 16 Nov

Dry and settled with sunny spells, but feeling rather chilly.

Today:
Cold and crisp this morning with patchy fog and a frost in rural parts across the north. Soon brightening up with plenty of sunny spells later in the morning. Turning cloudier into the afternoon, and feeling chilly with light winds. Maximum temperature 11 °C.

Tonight:
Another chilly night to come with hill fog developing across the higher ground and frost more widely across rural parts. Remaining dry and settled though, with light winds. Minimum temperature 2 °C.

Wednesday:
Early morning fog and frost soon clearing to leave another bright, settled day. Cloudier than on Tuesday but still with some sunny spells around, and feeling rather cool. Maximum temperature 11 °C.

Outlook for Thursday to Saturday:
Increasingly cloudy through Thursday and Friday with a mixture of sunny spells and patchy rain. Colder and breezier on Saturday as a band of showers spreads southwards introducing northerly winds.

The United People's Empire of The Great Furrican Empire

good morning everyone :D

The United People's Empire of The Great Furrican Empire

The Riverlands Federation wrote:how're you doing? :3

I have been well :3

The Resthian Water Realm of The Blue Candy Imperium

The Blue Candy Imperium is ranked 298,989th in the world and 5,824th in The North Pacific for Most Beautiful Environments, with 6.94 pounds of wildlife per square mile.

The Northen Commonwealth of Solania
The United People's Empire of The Great Furrican Empire

Solania wrote:just got some choccy milk :D

yay :3
Can I have some? :O

The Northen Commonwealth of Solania

The Great Furrican Empire wrote:yay :3
Can I have some? :O

If I could pass it through a screen and all the way to America, then you could

The Kanye is in his festive mood of Izern

Izern is ranked 11,840th in the world and 579th in The North Pacific for Most Beautiful Environments, with 1,501.59 pounds of wildlife per square mile.

The Golden Throne Room of Ethnon

It's Plane Time folks! ✈️

CWL Plane thread updated

Hello there TNP! 😊

if you do like planes, I would encourage you folks to look at my Plane Thread on the forum!

Some great photo's to see.

Link to the thread https://forum.thenorthpacific.org/topic/9194610/post-10693926

Cardiff Airport Aerial view[2014]

If you like aircraft, then this could interest you.

I had a career in aviation and have worked on, and even flew, many aircraft types.

Both rotary and fixed wing, fast military jet and wide bodied civilian airframes.

Cardiff International Airport [CWL] and St. Athan are my local aviation hubs.

I created the forum thread as I still have that interest in aviation.

I still miss the smell of 'avtur' and hydraulic oil. Lol

For more goings on please check out my thread on the forum in TNP's Community Center, Bulletin Board.

LinkHere is the link:

If you like what you see there, please click the 'like' button on the relevant posts.

Which aircraft or photo will be the overall favourite? :D

Please enjoy!

~Marcus

Read dispatch

If you like what you see in the posts on the forum, then please 'like' it on the forum, then I will know how popular the thread is.

Thank you. 😊

Ethnon wrote:Shout outs to Bankowiata, Petronellania, Laforeia, Vivanco, Tringapore, GridLand Empire, Ayuzhhhhh, Neptunian Military Administration, Flora Fauna 2, AI Turo, Wilkshire, WeEkliNgz, Gojira, Lotion Empire, The Democratic Kingdom Of Skaraborg, Planetary Soviet Socialist Republics, Brisdon and The Northern Ice for their recent likes on posts on the forum. A Mention to: Oceanic AI of Arctic Ocean

The United People's Empire of The Great Furrican Empire

Solania wrote:If I could pass it through a screen and all the way to America, then you could

aw man :(
technological limitations.

The Golden Throne Room of Ethnon

It's Train Time folks! 🚂

Just to let you guys know that the forum thread has been updated.

If you like trains and railways, this could be for you.

Be warned though, I may go off on a tangent with other subjects too. 🤣

Such as my recent holiday to Spain and Wrestling matches in Cardiff.

Check out my thread here https://forum.thenorthpacific.org/topic/9195683/

My first train set[1963]

This thread on the forum is basically a blog about my model railway adventures, detailing the many aspects of the hobby and my personal journey.

My journey started over 50 years ago, starting with a train set and, hopefully soon, a very large layout.

I hope those of you who have a passion for trains have as much entertainment with this thread as I'm sure I will.

For more goings on please check out my thread on the forum in TNP's Community Center, Bulletin Board.

LinkHere is the link:

If you like what you see there, please click the 'like' button on the relevant posts.

Please enjoy!

~Marcus

Read dispatch

If you like what you see in the posts on the forum, then please 'like' it on the forum, then I will know how popular the thread is. Thank you. 😊

Ethnon wrote:Shout outs to Laforeia, Of the Tyrannical Frogs, Wilkshire, GridLand Empire, Petronellania, Norwegian FOREST Cat, Singaporen Empire, Aenglaland, Communist beijing must be china, Ayuzhhhhh, Bankowiata, Gojira, WeEkliNgz, Brisdon, Chrowzed Naurordia, Izern, Of the Tyrannical Frogs, Planetary Soviet Socialist Republics, Mossex, The Northern Ice and Great Bights Mum for their recent 'likes' on the forum. 😊 A Mention to: Oceanic AI of Arctic Ocean

The Sun Republic of Misdainana

Guy! I found the reddit post on NS!

https://www.reddit.com/r/namesoundalikes/comments/1goweiu/nationstates/

The Federal Republic of Radio of cousco

The Blue Candy Imperium wrote:The Blue Candy Imperium is ranked 298,989th in the world and 5,824th in The North Pacific for Most Beautiful Environments, with 6.94 pounds of wildlife per square mile.

Hallo again 😁👋

The Federal Republic of Radio of cousco
The Morally Grey States of Newest Foundedland

Hello RMB,
Newest Foundedland is ranked 305,321st in the world and 5,966th in The North Pacific for Most Beautiful Environments, with 2918.5 calori...uuh..I..uh....mean 4.49 pounds of wildlife per square mile.

The Zoo of Simone Republic
The United People's Empire of The Great Furrican Empire

Misdainana wrote:Guy! I found the reddit post on NS!

https://www.reddit.com/r/namesoundalikes/comments/1goweiu/nationstates/

The SCP foundation, is that you???

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